justrun-.

so damn tired. suffering from sleep deprivation. (what my body perceives as) super not enough sleep has made my brain complete mush. can't think straight. kept walking into things today. found it awfully hard to balance while cycling to sch and back home. almost fell off while trying to signal to a car that i was turning. i realise that when i'm tired i start to talk a lot and i say a lot of weird things i normally wouldn't say. a part of me just wants to yell at myself "hello will you just shut up." but that could also be the result of overstimulation of the brain. pam said that when the brain's overstimulated you start to talk a lot .

ARGH I. am so tired :( and i can't sleep cos i'm shit worried about everything :(

i snapped at a couple of people i wouldn't normally snap at. i need the world to stop for a while so i can breathe. my mind's exhausted and my body is seriously rotting. i feel like a giant pile of rubbish. i practically don't feel hungry the whole day but end up stuffing my face cos i'm so tired and i feel like i need a sugar boost to keep me alive but that never works and instead my blood sugar levels spike momentarily then i'm back in slug mode.

ARGH I AM SO ANNOYED AT MYSELF. why am i so stupid and lousy and slow.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [18:54]

and took [20080729] strides

it's the passion that drives you